21st Aug 2015

Few days back, I suddenly realised my appetite's back. It went missing few mths ago, and I was worried I was getting some kind of eating disorder. Turns out, its probably just my emotional state. 

Few mths back, I was definitely in a bad place, emotionally. Who knew a bad RS could have this kind of impact? Definitely a lesson to be learnt there. Haha. 

Saw this 「我們不要王子，只想有個把我們當公主疼的人」。

So true. All we ever wanted, is to be treated like we are someone precious to the guy we're with. Perhaps you know you are with the wrong person, when even something simple like that, is too much to ask ;) Another lesson received. Hehe. 

Haven't found time to do my gratitude routine or Tony's hour of power. Damn it, I need to find time for it. Trading takes up too much time. Need to spend lesser time on it, either short trade which can be closed quickly or long TF trades which dun require much monitoring. Hmm. 

Seem to be making some progress in trading. The summer months are almost over as well. Hopefully Sept brings more $$$ :D

Still undecided where to go for my BD trip. Pondering a possible Yoga retreat... Its #56 on my Lifetime goal lists :D Or I could volunteer overseas, thats #20 on the list. Hmm. Options.. Options.. Options... ;)

15th Aug 2015

Recently, really busy. Got really interested in motivational stuff... LOA.. NLP.. Thking of taking some courses... Need to find the time for it... 

NLP is really interesting. All about been more observant, and "seeing" the language the other person speaks. Being more observant is definitely something I need to work on.

Reconnecting with old frens and meeting new interesting people. I used to have this limiting belief that there are no more good single guys around. Its so not true :P

Exploring new places, new food. Back to exploring new cafes, in new areas. I just realised how nice it is, to cafe hunt with people who love coffee like I do :P

Think I've put on some weight... Been eating too much good food!~ 

Need to find time for regular workout, and cooking Paleo.. As well as doing a W30 soon!

6th Aug 2015

So tired! Just back yesterday from a 10 days trip from Vietnam. Personally I thk I prefer Hanoi over HCM. Both cities had horrible and chaotic traffic. But I could still manage Hanoi. 

Food is great, alot of damn nice food. Haha. Cost of living is alot lower than Sg. I might just stay at Hanoi the next time I needed a city with low cost of living ;) Kept getting mistaken for a Vietnamese anyway :P

Sapa is pretty nice, but I dun really like the town. The rain also put a damper on everything. I guess I might go back again when its not rainy season. 

Back to reality. Back to being busy with charting, trading, decluttering, improving my state of being. 

Will re-start Tony's hour of power tomorrow. Have also started reading Jack Canfield's The Success Principles. 

Been doing some thinking the past month or so. I realised, that I might have possibly attracted my last BF into my life. Attracted in the context of LOA. 

If I did not recall wrongly, some time ago, I was bored and decided to make a list. A list of the qualities I wanted in a BF. Interestingly, my last BF probably had all the qualities I listed. Problem is, he also had the opposite of those characteristics I did not include in my list. 

Interesting. I should make a more complete list next time. 

Im also going to make my list of 101 goals to achieve before I die :D Time to grab a pen and paper ~